Alone in a group.
Have you ever felt alone? Not just alone but alone when there are a lot people around you?
You stand there at a party or a meeting. You know a lot of people there but you just stand there with the people you know the best. You are not alone.
But still you feel alone.
You feel like a outside a underdog , somebody who doens’t fit in. You try to follow the conversation. And you try to mingle yourself in the conversation. And yes finally you came up with something to say. But then somebody starts a new topic.
You are alone again you haven’t said anything. Then somebody asks you. “Hey girl what do you think about this?”
You feel yourself getting nervous. You say to yourself “keep calm he is just asking you something,think, say something!. But you just stutter something about "yeah im okay with what he thinks” but you know you have your on thoughts about it but it just don’t come out of your mouth.
You walk away and go stand too a wall. You look at all the people and think" why can’t I be just like them?“ Then you see someone walking towards you. She stand next to you and says with a smile
"Hey how are you?”